I continue to hear through the grapevine that a few of my friends are concerned about me possibly being depressed. I have no idea if this is old news or if they still feel this way, but I'll address it one more time with a new spin.
I realize that my blog is raw and somewhat deep. I also realize I haven't shared my thoughts with most people so it must seem really out of the blue. But guys, this is me....the real me. I don't know how you expect me to live the life I've lived and not have raw thoughts and deeply searching questions about life and our role in it. But what may seem raw to you is actually refreshing and exciting to me. I love digging and searching the deepest recesses of our minds, hearts and souls. I enjoy analyzing a situation from all angles, hunting for the answer to life's toughest questions.
The voices in my head are inquisitive. I don't know how to explain it any better than that and truthfully, I have no intention of trying. I'm done justifying myself. I've lived a life full of closeted pain but I'm out now. You'll never again have to wonder if I'm hurting because I'm letting it all out. These are the voices in my head. If the voices in your head keep telling you I'm depressed, you have to live with them not me. Because I'm done with this subject and I'm moving on.....
more to come from New York City!!!
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